Inside The Heart in 30 Days..

Salam. Hari ni aku nak kene hapdet blog. Walaupun tatau nak hapdet ape, tapi still rase nak hapdet jugak. So jom kita tgk ape yang aku nak hapdet (baru 1 perenggan, dah ada 4 perkataan hapdet kan. Eh, 5 dah!)

My entry for today is about my life for the past 30 days. About 1 month ago, this is the dialogue between me and two sweet girls:

Date  :  16th January 2012           Time  :  09** am (tak ingat)            Place : Level 3, MOT
 

Girl A : Weh, senyum2 plak. Haish orang becinte..

Girl B : Hang dah kapel ek. Ooo, dah declare tak habaq kat kami pun kan! 

Me : Woih, mane hade!

Pastu aku pun dikecam bertubi2. Kejam btul aku diperlakukan ketika itu. Wuwuwuwwww...

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Pada malam itu....


Date  :  16th January 2012                Time  :  1110pm                 Place :  Inside airplane

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And it feels like that is the longest dialogue of my life (actually its only 10 minutes. Hahaha). Yang laen2 tu ta bole la share kan. Nanti ada orang muntah. Wakakaka..

Ok, now i want to tell why I choose that dialogue. That is the most memorable, sweetest dialogue of  my life in 2012. Since that day, my life feels a lot better, even though my sleep time now critically disturbed. Hahahaha, I dont care and I think I like it. From smsssssssssssss, now it turn into lots and long phone calls (yes long long long phone calls, even I'm not sure what we both are mumbling about!)..

Semalam genap la sebulan since that dialogue happens. Even though I only knew her for a mere 26 days, we're now a couple for a month. Wow, 26 days then couple? Seems too short rite? But we're so clicked with each other. Our relationship seems so smooth, and my heart is definitely melt for her. Even though she always tell me stories 'bout her past bf (which men really2 hate), I dont think I even care! NK, read this : "That was your past, and now you are my present and I hope we will spend our future together. InsyaAllah.".

So thats it! Moral of the story I can share for the past 30 days is this:

There will be ups and downs in a relationship. But 3 most important element for me I realize is that you must have:

1. Trust
2. Tolerate
3. Pray to Allah.

Simple rite? But its not easy to do. Even lima waktu tu pun kadang2 bole miss kan. Sebab tu diberi ganjaran pahala. :)

Ok ok ok ok ok. Better stop now, this post feels quite annoying kan! Only suitable for me. Hahahaa... Hingga ketemu lagi di lain post ok! Salam



p/s - NK, next time jangan le bagi surprise time I naek flight ok! U really teach me the meaning of missing U! Thanks dear. :)

Trust

Quotes of the day:

TRUST - It takes years to earn, seconds to break.





It sounds simple, but its true. Its so damn true. :(

Pink Ponk!

Di satu petang yang suam-suam tapi berangin..

Aku : Beb, ko dah 5 tahun ngan aku kann..

Mr 5858 : Yola, ape kes nih? Musti ade samting ni kan?

Aku : Tade hape la. Cume.. Err.. Ko tau kan every year aku hade bagi hadiah kat ko. Tapi dis year aku nak bagi hadiah awal ckit bole?

Mr. 5858 : Wah, musti la bole bos! Nak nak nak nak nak nak!

Aku : Amboih gediksnye ko nih. OK, ready.. Pejam matemu itu sayang..

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*(Kejap ye, keje-keje pembinaan sedang dijalankan. Segala kesulitan amat dikesali - Ayat standard JKR. Sape la yang cipte ayat skema tuh)
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*(ok sikiiiitttttt lagik!)
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BENG BENG BUM! Beberapa ketiak ketika kemudian..

Mr 5858 : Wuwuwuww.. Sampainye ati bos buat aku cenggini..

Aku : Sori le beb. Bukan aku saje nak mengguris kemachoan ko, tapi aku dipakse rela oleh chenta hatiku..

Mr 5858 : Bos, kalau ye pun bercinte janganle jadikan saye mangse. Malu saye bos. Hadiah bos nih bole meningkatkan perhatian kaum adam dan hawa serta kaum-kaum lain kat malaysia ni. Dah tu, sangat bahaye dan menggerunkan pemandu-pemandu yang lain taw bos! Camne kite nak cari awek makan di hujung minggu bos? Wuwuwuwuwwww...


Itulah alkisahnye aku bersama Mr 5858. Nak tau ape jadik? Ni ha...



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Sebelum...

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Selepas...

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Ade lagik, tgk nih..

Kejam tak? Kejam tak? Kejam tak? Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.. Salam

p/s- Apesal la wujud kaler pink nih hah? Apesal ade awek orang yang suke kaler nih? Mr 5858 (dan aku jugak), tabahkanlah hatimu mengharungi seminggu yang penuh cobaan ni ok. Huhuhu..

Let Bygones Be Bygones

Salam. Welcome to my blog. My first in my whole life. Perghh, koya gile seh. wakakaka.. Ok, akhirnya aku telah terjebak ke dunia blog akibat terlalu banyak mengintip blog orang lain. Adoi..

By the way, 1st post tu just a lyric of a song that really touch my steel heart. Jiwang ea? Oh no! Ala.. Nak buat camne kan, aku hanya manusia biasa. If robot, maybe takde la feeling miling darling bling2 ni ye tak. Why I choose that song as my 1st post? Nape bukan lagu 3 kupang, 4 kupang atau 5 kupang? Nape bukan lagu international atau intergalaktik atau internet atau inter milan? Why? Why? Why? Why? Ok dah mengarut aku nih..

Actually its because the lyric of the song la. Its really hard to forget a person. Especially if the person is a person who gives so much meaning in your life.. I used to loved her, care for her. And I still have those feelings for her. Too long I've been with her, so many things we've go through together. But still, there's so much wrongs I've done to her. How I wish I could turn back time so that she can realize that I never meant to hurt her. I'm so sorry and I understand why u made this choice..

Wise man says, let bygones be bygones. Yang lepas biarlah lepas kan. Ungkapan yang mudah di bibir tapi sangatla susah di hati. Apapun Alhamdulillah, I've made it through. Thanks Allah for giving me courage to continue my life, and giving me chance and strength to fall in love again.. To Miss SAB, I always pray for your happiness. You deserved it. A lot of things I need to say, but it doesn't matters now. I will accept this is my fate and Allah knows better whats best for you and me. Take care ok..

And for the most important person in my life rite now, Miss NK a.k.a. sayang a.k.a. sweetheart a.k.a. Dear Tercinte. (alamak dah expose all your nickname, sorry ye dear.) I've taken risk to fall in love with you. I know its me who started it and I know I may end up hurting myself as well as your heart. Thanks for accepting me and giving me chance to love you. Sayang, I will love u with all my heart. Whatever it takes, I will try to make your life happy. Whenever I hurt u, plis tell me ok. Remember this, in our relationship abg maybe termarah, terkasar bahasa atau mengongkong hidup sayang. But I will ONLY do that if I have to because I LOVE U SO MUCH DEAR. But no worries, I'm not that cruel to stop u from doing things that makes u happy dear. Semoga hubungan kita ni dipermudahkan dan diberkati olehNya. AMIN.

Ok. Better stop dulu. Reader yang dah mengantuk tu sila bangun g cuci muka ok. Hahaha.. Hopefully my next post is more interesting to read and not too soft like my 1st 2 posts. Salam.

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